Balik kampung!!

Well it has been a week and a half already since I'm in Terengganu visiting my grandparents...

To sum everything up... It really is a holiday ... hahahaha why?? because over here I did nothing... all I did is eat, and sleep...

luckily we brought along laptop and broadband... but the broadband got cut off and now it's horribly slow.... nak tgk cerita kat internet pun dah jadik boring...

During our visit... me, my mum and both my sister got addicted with the drama My girl.... but in the end i got frustrated with it because I was hoping for Lee Dong he to be with lee Junki... but... it's not up to me....

what else eh???? emmm i guest that is alll for now.... later

Langkawi!!!

Its been a while since I posted anything....

well that's because I went on a vacation to Langkawi with my family and some of my high school teacher.... (argh!! soo nervous)

To sum up everything about the vacation I'll say its truly fun and very worthwhile.... I LOVE IT!!!

Anyway here is some picture when I was in Langkawi....

langkawi..

Lesen kereta...

Hooray!!!!!

I passed my JPJ test today... hehehehe..

Thank You Mr. Zulfadli... u r an angel.... Thank u for making me the happiest person alive today..

Saya sampai kat akdemi jam 7.40.. Bila saya nak mendaftar kakak tu tanya sama ada saya nak jadi orang yang pertama diuji sebab org lain blum datang lagi... Suddenly I felt butterfly in my stomach... saya trus ja kata tunggu dlu orang len la... around 5 minutes after that the other come and my waiting number is 4...

around 8.30 org JPJ tu datang... Argh!!! I'm freaking out.. luckily I made some friend to frweak out with me... hahaha

Then when my name was called... Saya naik kereta trus naik bukit... first time saya terturun... bila saya cari puncanya turns out saya tak turunkan hand break... hahahaha... second try... berjaya!!!!

Lepas tu saya maju ke tiga penjuru... perfect!!!!

Then move on to parking... again success!!! hahahahaha

Lepas tu kami disuruh tunggu di sebuah bilik sementara menunggu untuk ke lebuh raya...

Bila saya cek senarai nama... saya dapat tester yang baik... whoa!! I'm soo happy... Tapi saya mula gelabah bila saya kena laluan A (laluan untuk ke bandar) (T-T) sooo afraid lol..

Time di lebuh raya banyak masalah yang berlaku... contohnya kereta lain berhenti tiba - tiba, kereta rosak, pas tu ada jugak yang keluar terus ja dekat simpang 3... Argh!! what luck??!!??

Ingatkan dah gagal dah tapi turn out LULUS!!!! hehehehe...

Alhamdulillah, saya dapat lesen kereta... huhuhu

JPA PILN

YEAH!!!!!!

I got the scholarship... great... Alhamdulillah.......

Mulanya saya nak cek jam tiga tapi bila dah jam 3.30 pun blum ada kptsn... soo.. I ask my fiend about it.. dia kata Org JPA tu kata delay sampai jam 4....

When it was 4 o'clock my parents and my lil sis was so anxious clicking the"semak" button.. huhuhu sampaikan dorang bukak 2 komputer ntuk cek keputusannya... klu fikir bali memang lucula... but at the same time very fun and worthwhile...

Bila keputusan tu keluar, my mum was shutting my eyes close... hahahaha.. then bila bukak ja mata tengok dapat Republic of Czech.. to tell u the truth I was a bit dissapointed at that time... I thought Czech is Russia... huhuhuhu... turns out Czech is in Europe... hahahaha.. my family was jumping in joy... the picture of that time was something that I will cherish all my life...

I'm very happy with the place.. even though it's not UK, I guess Czech will have to do for now..

Alhamdulillah..

Anyway, I want to congrats all the other applicant that had successfully landed this scholarship... semoga kamu trus maju jaya di masa hadapan...

Izzati , Nazurah, Filzah, Hidayah and Aishah.. I hope kita ble HO sama- sama kat hospital queen.. that would be fun!!!

kad bank

woah!!!!! i just got my first bank card....

hehehehe aku baru buka bank Islam kelmarin gara - gara keputusan JPA blum keluar aku terpaksa ready untuk masuk ke UM...

Anyway I'm terribly excited when I hold my first bank card... Yea!!!

Bengang!!!!!

Ok... I am officially pissed off right now!!!! why isn't the jpa result coming out yet..... ARGH!!!! I'm already going crazy.... Pleasela... Mr. JPA sir cepatla keluarkan keputusannya..

Biasiswa Shell 2010

Well I just got a fax from shell asking for my number... dun know whether I got the scholarship or not...

The weird thing is that I didn't even remember applying for it..

Biasiswa JPA blum kuar lagi keputusannya... looks like the server had crash..(hahahahaha I think too many people came to e sila that it crash!!) I wish the result will be out soon.. otherwise I have to go to UM doing foundation in science... (wakakaka.. I have to go there this sunday yet I haven't bought the ticket yet!!!)

I'm nervous whether Sime Darby will be calling me for the second phase interview..

All I can do right now is just wait and see...

abcns

The night before the big day, kami tggl kat hotel courtyard di one borneo.... huhuhuhu (tajaan sepenuhnya oleh yayasan sabah)

When the big day arrive, saya sampai kat dewan bankuasi jam 7 lebih... I thought I was late.. turnout ada sorang je penerima biasiswa yg baru sampai... The other arrive at 7.40 or something..

majlis sepatutnya bermula jam 9 tapi YAB Musa Hj. Aman lambat sampai.. flight dia baru sampai dari Kuching.. Jenuh gak menunggu ntuk 3 hour.. (apa ble wat!!!)

Time naik pentas nak ambil sijil tu, I thought I was gonna be nervous but turnout I fell just fine...

The best part of this event, bila ramai reporter yang ambil gambar kami... klik klik klik!!! (Fuhh rasa cam artis plak wakakaka!!!) Bla majlis dah selesai... semua recipient dijemput makan kat tempat cam VIP place la jugak... The food?? I give it 4 star.. especially the cream tart.. (yum yum)

anyway the event ended at 11.30 or something....

Alhamdulillah!! dapat gak biasiswa... huhuhuhu

New Phone

Muahahahahaha!!!! I just got a new phone..

It's been a while since I wanted to buy a new phone. At first I didn't know my parents were planning to buy me a new phone yesterday.. tup tup kami sampai kat kedai phone.. hehehehe

In the first place saya nak beli blackberry tapi pekerja kedai tu kata blackberry takde 3G and wifi?!? So the anxiousness to buy bb melt in a matter of second.. hehehe.

Jadi saya pergila wat survey ntuk phone len... kakak kedai tu pon suggest saya beli nokia, So after some consideration I fell in love with nokia e71... I bought a white one. Harga dia??? well let's just keep it a secret k.... huhuhuhu


I LOVE my new phone!!!! Thanks Mummy and Abah... I love both of u a lot!!!!!

anugerah biasiswa ys

tomorrow I got rehearsal for the ceremony.... yet I haven't got any black coat... all the coat I have is too big for me (itulah malangnya kalau terlampau kecil T^T) anyway wish me luck

Addiction

Sejak aku habis form 5 ni, aku tak tau nak wat pa... I was so bored. Time program pengenalan kerjaya doktor kat queen I found out about this korean boy band called Super Junior... at first saya tak kisah sangat pun tentang bandni... I'm more of an english song lover. Unfortunately kerana nak buka cerita, saya pergi la tanya tentang band ni kat kawan saya btx. In the end I got all caught up in it... Argh!!!!! this is so annoying I can't stop watching their variety show in utube...

Anugerah Biasiswa Cemerlang Kerajaan Negeri Sabah

I just got a fax from the Yayasan Sabah stating that I am invited to attend the ceremony 14 may...

Aku disuruh hadir jugak pada 13 mei untuk raptai majlis tu.. The letter strictly stated that all the recipient must wear a black coat. Masalahnya aku manalah ada kot hitam ni (T^T) . Majlis tu akan diadakan di Dewan Bankuasi, Dewan Undangan Negeri Sabah. Datuk Seri Panglima Musa Hj. Aman will be the one presenting us with the award...

Right now I'm at lost, whether I shuld accept the award or not.. Why you ask? because I'm afraid that once I receive this award I can't receive scholarship from other agency...

panggilan sime darby

Alrighty then since my mummy insist i'll go to he interview, I'll pack my bag and went to KL.
It was the first time I went on a flight alone (scary ooo...)

On the day of the assessment:

I wake up at 5.30 in the morning and I started to get ready. A 7 o'clock me and my aunt start our way to sime darby busines school. There I found myself surrounded by chinese people.. (soo lonely T_T ) I write my name on a piece of paper which indicating that I'm in group 1B.

They send me into room Tulips 2 where all the other candidate is... semua orang kat dalam bilik tu lelaki.. (sekali lagi aku jadi mrs lonely) I pick a seat at the back of the room.

After a while A women came in and call the first and second group (thats me) Jantung aku macam nak jatuh when I heard my name.. Anyway one group contain 6 people. in my group ada 2 org pompuan termasuk aku, 4 men, 1 malay, 1 indian and 4 chinese.

Dlm group discussion tuh kami diberi satu teks dan guideline tentang apa yang perlu dibincangkan. Then, dalam masa 10 minit kami disuruh untuk individual brain storming. "Al right time's up" the assessor said. The first one to talk was the girl beside me. The second one was me.. Anyway we all talk about the business strategy off two men that get them to be successful... When the time was up. Kami hand in the paper that was given to us and after shaking hand with the asssessor we all walk out of the room with big relief...

lepas tu kami hand in semua copy yang dimina macam ic, keputusan spm, sijil akademik dan 2 keping gambar. After sending all the copy we were allowed to go home. This year takde ujian verbal, numerical or personality test... good for me..

Now it is time for just wait and see...

biasiswa sime darby..

ok, here's the thing, Saya dah terima panggilan pertama untuk Biasiswa Yayasan Sime Darby.

Dear Candidate,


Thank you for your keen interest on Yayasan Sime Darby Pre-University Scholarship Programme 2010/2011.


We are pleased to inform that you have been shortlisted for second-level assessment.

Details are as follow:

Date/Day : 5th May 2010 / Wednesday
Time : 8.30 am - 10.30 am (Morning Session 2)
Venue : Rafflesia Room, Sime Darby Business School, LG 1, Sime Darby Convention Centre, 1A, Jalan Bukit Kiara 1,
60000 Kuala Lumpur
Dress code : Office Attire
(Candidates inappropriately dressed will not be entertained)

Please be at the venue 30 minutes before your session.

THE ASSESSMENT

Round Table Discussion.
This is a group activity consists of six people with an assigned business case study.

SHORTLISTED CANDIDATES

Only those who are successful in the assessment will QUALIFY for the third-level of assessment, which tentatively to be conducted in Kuala Lumpur between 24th May to 1st June 2010.

unfortunately saya baru terima emel ni petang tadi sedangkan tarikh panggilan hari rabu ni that is 1 days away. As stated the venue is in KL, but I live in Sabah. So, honestly can you imagine how chaotic that is. Until to this point, I still haven't decided whether to go or not. Bukan apa, harga tiket kapal terbang time ni dah mahal sangat. So my parents said that they'll see if I want to go tomorrow, then they'll buy the ticket. Right now I'm still at a blurr......

A sad poem

I found this poem... it was so sad but at the same time bold so I thought I share it with everyone.

Not What I Seem

© By Anonymous


I used to say that would never be me,
But people change and become not what they seem.
I have a secret no one knows,
I hide from all, my mistakes and my goals.
The decisions I've made and the choices that I picked,
Became footsteps along the path of pain and being sick.
I'm only sixteen I shouldn't have to deal,
But I've come to realize because of me this is real.
I'm too stubborn to ask for help or assistance,
I'm too strong to let it get the best of me in an instant.
Yet I'm to weak to beat it on my own,
And I can't ask for help because of reasons unknown.
I'm scared of where I'm headed,
But I like where it got me, and now it feels needed.
I can't live without it, and yet I won't live with it,
The consequences are deadly and yet I just can't quit it.
I have so much support and encouragement,
I have friends and family who love me.
I know I can do it if I could just find my will,
But it has abandoned me all alone to struggle up this hill.
I can't let go it just can't be done,
But if I can't loosen my grasp then I'm gone.
Leaving the people I love and cherish,
To deal with the fact that I've perished.
I won't do that to those I love,
And yet I won't tell them how I truly feel.
Alone and abandoned in this lake of sorrow,
No sun shining through to vanquish the shadows.
It's a scary place to be stranded,
And because of myself I have to stand it.
I alone walked this path,
And now everyone has to deal with the aftermath.
Is it fair what I've done to those I love?
To make them deal with my moods and attitude.
I made the choice to come to this place
And all I do is hide what I feel and do behind a vacant face.
I want to tell them all I'm sorry,
To beg for forgiveness and make it all history.
But I can't swallow my pride
And admit that I was wrong, and that yes maybe they were right
To find my will power and ask for help,
And have unconditional love and support.
They'll tell me no matter what we'll be here,
And that I can do this and I can kick this addiction.
Now that I've wrote it I just have to say
And remind myself I'm beautiful no matter what and worth so much everyday
I will beat this because I 'm stronger than it thinks,
And frankly not being capable of doing anything stinks!
I'm going to play soccer again and run,
I'm going to wake-up, put my foot down and have fun.
Because a life of regrets and overwhelming guilt
Of weekly appointments and being constantly sick,
Is not worth the beauty achieved by being bulimic.....

Senarai semakan keputusan permohonan kemasukan 2010 bagi Matrikulasi, UPU, USM, KPLSPM, Politeknik, Tingkatan 6 dan IKBN

UPU – Lepasan SPM

Tarikh Rujukan

1. Semakan Temuduga (Diploma/Asasi) (UTM, UiTM, UPSI, UPNM) - 7 April 2010

Temuduga 9 – 13 April 2010

2. Semakan Temuduga Asasi UiTM - 14 April 2010 istudent.uitm.edu.my/intake

Temuduga Asasi UiTM - April 2010

3. Keputusan Permohonan - Mei 2010 upu.mohe.gov.my

4. Pendaftaran pelajar ke Program Asasi PASUM/ USIM/ UIAM/ UPNM/ UiTM - 23 Mei 2010

5. Pendaftaran pelajar ke IPTA - 3 dan 4 Julai 2010



UPU – Lepasan STPM – Bukan Pendidikan

Tarikh Rujukan

1. Semakan Temuduga ( UPNM, UiTM, UIAM, UKM, UPM, UUM, UTM, UMS, UM) - 14 April 2010

Temuduga 16 – 28 April 2010

2. Keputusan Permohonan Jun 2010 upu.mohe.gov.my

3. Pendaftaran Pelajar ke IPTA 3 dan 4 Julai 2010



UPU – Lepasan STPM – Pendidikan

Tarikh Rujukan

1. Semakan Ujian MEdSI - 15 April 2010 mpm.edu.my

Ujian MEdSI - 24 April 2010



2. Semakan Temuduga - 11 Mei 2010 upu.mohe.gov.my

Temuduga 18 – 24 Mei 2010



3. Keputusan Permohonan Jun 2010 upu.mohe.gov.my

4. Pendaftaran Pelajar ke IPTA 3 dan 4 Julai 2010





USM

Tarikh Rujukan

1. Semakan Ujian MUnSyI April 2010 pohon.usm.my

2. Ujian MUnSyI 24 April 2010

3. Semakan Temuduga 3 Mei 2010 pohon.usm.my

Temuduga 7 – 15 Mei 2010

4. Keputusan Permohonan Mei 2010 pohon.usm.my

5. Pendaftaran Pelajar ke USM Jun/Julai 2010



MATRIKULASI

Tarikh Rujukan

1. Keputusan Permohonan 16 April 2010 moe.gov.my

2. Pendaftaran Pelajar Baru 10 Mei 2010



KPLSPM

Tarikh Rujukan

1. Semakan Temuduga 20 April 2010 moe.gov.my

Temuduga 25 April – 7 Mei 2010

2. Keputusan Permohonan 14 Jun 2010 moe.gov.my

3. Pendaftaran Pelajar Baru 28 Jun 2010



POLITEKNIK

Tarikh Rujukan

1. Semakan Ujian Bertulis 8 April 2010 politeknik.edu.my

2. Ujian Bertulis 20 April 2010

3. Semakan Temuduga 8 Mei 2010 politeknik.edu.my

Temuduga 1 – 4 Jun 2010

4. Keputusan Permohonan 8 Jun 2010 politeknik.edu.my

5. Pendaftaran Pelajar Baru Julai 2010



TINGKATAN 6

Tarikh Rujukan

1. Semakan Tawaran ke Tingkatan 6 Mei 2010 moe.gov.my

2. Pendaftaran Pelajar Baru 10 Mei 2010



IKBN

Tarikh Rujukan

1. Keputusan Permohonan 1 Jun 2010 ekbs.gov.my

2. Pendaftaran Pelajar Baru Julai 2010



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another tag..

Hehehe, I'm bored so since I cant find anything to do so I decide to do this tag..

What is your full name?
Nur Atiqah Binti Azmi (nama kat ic ni taw) hahahaha

When is your birthday?
12 April 1992 ( I'm an Aries)

What is your daddy's name?
Azmi

What is your your mum's name?
Noraidah

How many siblings do you have?
3, I'm the eldest

Where do you live?
earth... :D

Your favourite colour(s).
white, green, pink... so many, nothing specific. why don't u pick for me..

Still studying?
yup..

Do you have a bestfriend?
Duh.... yeah..

Do you love them?
that's why they're my bestfriend becz I love em..

Pop or jazz?
I prefer country. something like rascal flatts..

Chicken or beef?
Dun't know, I'm fine with both

Coke or 100plus?
I don't like gassy drink, so the answer is neither

What brand is your purse?
don't have any.. ( rimas la nak guna purse, saya lebih suka sumbat semuanya kat dlm beg sandang)

much do you have in your wallet right now?
Why do u want to know??

High heels or flat?
I like wearing comfortable thing, so even I am short I still prefer flat

skrts or jeans?
I'm pretty sure jeans

Shirt or blouse?
I don't really care what I wear, so mana satu yang saya nampak dlu, itulah yang saya pilih

Watch or bracelet?
I can't leave the house without my watch

Favourite watch's brand?
never really care about the brand... even until now I don't know what brand my watch is..

Do you have a girlfriend?
dozens

Do you have a boyfriend?
if u are referring to the special one then no...

Did you love her?
my girlfriend?? yeah..

Did you ever kiss him?
soalan bonus btul...

Facebook or Myspace?
Facebook..

What is your dream?
to be a good daughter,
to be a doctor,
to be of use to the world...
and many more...

whatever..

Ok, last saturday aku dah habis belajar kereta... lpas ni tggl nak ambil ujian kereta lagi, mudahan lulus la.

Today my friend from PLKN was suppose to sleepover kat rumah saya tapi tak jadik sbab dia tak dapat kuar kem without parents consent. Parents dia tggl jauh sbab tu tak dpt nak ambil dia balik.

Anyway today I basically spend all day cleaning up my room yg baru ja siap di renovate.. now I have a bigger room all to myself. better yet, my mother said that I can have the second floor all to myself. Fuyoo!! just like having a house of my own.. (walaupun aku blum habis blajar apatah lagi kerja, huhuhu :P )

Right now I'm totally frustrated sbab saya tak dpt nak ambil black belt bulan 6 ni sebab time tu saya dah mula blajar balik... :( Walaupun dah penat berlatih ttp tak dpt gak black belt... wuaaa so anoying...

the tag..

Ok, actually never thought about any of the question tapi dah kena tanya jawab je la kan.. Anyway, thanx Izzati for the tag..



1. How tall should he be?
don't know for real tapi of course kena tinggi dari aku la.. (nanti pelik plak org tengok)

2. What hair colour should he have?-;
emmm... for asian guy black for foreigner blond (huhuhu)

3. What kind of personality should he have?-
I like it cute, preferably one who act like ryeowook...

4. Older or younger?--
older, but not too olad la..

5. What film actor should he most be like?-
since I don't know many asian actor, I must say Jerry f4

6. What singer should he most be like?
No doubt about that, ryeowook!!!

7. Do they need to cook?-
Yup, that is compulsory.

8. What is his best body part?
wakakakaka... can't think of any

9. What car should he drive?
a red ferrary.. hahahaha

10. What one thing completely turns you on?
his smile maybe... don't know for real

11. Who was the guy on your mind when you were doing this survey?-
none in particular.... hehehe blum jumpa lagi yang btul - btul the "one"... hehehehe

tag 6 person to do this survey:

well none of my friends in Sabah has blog so I can't tag anyone to do this survey...

Karate Do

hari ni aku practice karate sorang2 kat rumah... geram btul... tendangan akumasih lagi tak betul walaupon dah banyak kali aku try, dah mcm2 cara aku buat masih salah jugak. Ahhh!!!! last2 aku give up, tapi bukan give up terus laa.. nanti aku try buat lagi.

Hari ni aku pegi la try buat research skit tentang matriks tu.. tapi skali aku nampak je asrama dia trus aku malas nak pergi, bukan apa, aku tak suka btul nak share bilik ngan ramai2 orang ni!! Tapi klu dah terpaksa, apa boleh buat pergi jela... huhuhu

wat kek batik..

hari ni ntah dari mana datang angin rajin aku.. aku pegi la buat kek batik. Mcmana? senang je,

Bahan:1. milo
2. butter(klu takde planta pun jadila)
3. susu pekat (some people use susu cair tapi ikut suka la nak guna apa)
4. telur dua biji
5. roti marie

Cara membuat(aku men bantai je tapi jadik jugakle):

1 cairkan butter
2. masukkan semua bahan2 kecuali roti marie
3.bila mixture tu dah pekat barulah masukkan roti marie.
4. pas tu masukkan dalam loyang, sejukkan dan kek dah siap untuk dimakan.

Huhuhuhu... senangkan?? Anyway tryla buat sedap.... hahahaha

Confuse

Ok, time ni aku tgh confuse sesangat samada nak masuk matriks ke tak... Dilema aku sebenarnya camni, aku tgh tunggu kptsn ntuk biasiswa piln tapi sampai sekarang tak dgr berita bila kptsn tu nak kuar.. soo my parents cadangkan aku masuk matriks dlu sementara tggu kptsn jpa... aiseh!!! 10 Mei?? awalnya, (cewah padahala aku dah jobless ntuk 5 bln dah) tapi malas btul nak pegi sambung blajar ni... otak aku pun dah berkarat dah bla nak mula blajar balik ni.. Anyway whateverla aku just go with the flow je lah...